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User:closetomidnight (4350832)
Dear diary my teen angst bullshit has a body count
I believe it's 6 going on 7 now
Name:*Ella*
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hi, i'm ella.

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You'll probably find me listening to music or being incredibly lame with my friends. I live in Maine and I'll probably live here for the rest of my life. Even though the summer is a little too hot and the winter is a little too cold. I love to play in the leaves and make snow angels. Hot weather makes me cranky and so does school, but music always makes me happier. I don't care what you think about my music, or what you think about me listening to that music. I don't really care what anyone thinks about me, and I'm far from an attention whore. I'd rather just be left alone and stay unnoticed. My friends are amazing and help me through everything. I don't know where I would be without them. I am in love with the cutest boy in the world. We are going to grow old together and be one of those cute old couples you see in the grocery store that still never fight. I don't like a lot of people, especially the ones that try too hard. I wish that everyone in the world would just be themselves. I love to read, mostly things I can relate to. I just finished The Perks of being a Wallflower and I fell in love with it. I love to watch movies as long as I don't fall asleep. I hate everything about the beach. I hate the hot sun, with thousands of people around wearing barely any clothes. I hate the feeling of the sand and the salt water. The only time I might ever go to the beach is at night or in the winter. I love watching the stars and sunsets. I take far too many pictures, even though I'm not that great at it. I want to be a photographer, but that will never work out. I don't know what I want to do with the rest of my life, at all. I don't drink or do drugs and I never will. I have plenty of fun without them and I believe that you are weak if you use them to escape life. I have seen too many good people get fucked over. It takes a lot for me to trust you, and I'm sorry for that. If you do have my trust, please don't let me regret it. I hate that I'm shy. I love making friends, but I never just go up and talk to someone, even if I know them. So please come talk to me, I promise I'm not a total bitch.

I want it to snow ♥

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